Month: June 2022
Undetermined hesitancy,
well past procrastination, yet far less than wasting time.
Waiting is less a function and more of a state.
It is not stillness; for that to occur the mind must settle, not
impervious, but free to allow thoughts in. And out.
Then become silence.
We, then, are waiting, knowing time will tick on anyway.
If we can stop even for a moment, to simply breathe,
we can find perspective.
It is searching for something meaningful
from something meaningless.
We seek further meaning,
knowing our lives are deeper than our pockets.
We understand there is greater nutrition in a shared meal,
that Friday will arrive each week, and a bicycle and a car
each have a purpose.
We wait; believing home has nothing to do with boundaries.
For our past to catch up with our ever-present worry, for
today to be the gift we were told it would be,
the future must unfold as it should.
In searching for this equilibrium,
have we become stuck in the balance?
Our mind is occupied.
Waiting.
We know there are people, who miss us as we miss them,
and we wait in one space thinking that one person may find us.
Waiting may be a reminder
they are not coming.
As we wait, we attempt to determine if
our response is an action, or a reaction.
We know inaction.
© 2019 j.g. lewis
Posted on June 17, 2022 by j.g.lewisLeave a commentSafety means something
to everybody. You mean
something to someone.
In fact, you give the world
meaning. With you in it,
the world is a safer place.
06/17/2022 j.g.l.
Posted on June 16, 2022 by j.g.lewisLeave a commentDoes it get any darker if
you close your eyes?
Can you find a solid path
through the distractions by
feeling your way through?
You’ve been here before.
Is this a pattern?
What are your collective
senses telling you?
Questions of perception
leave plenty of room. Are
you looking for answers
amidst your doubts?
It might take serious
time to figure it all out.
06/16/2022 j.g.l.