I thought I wanted to live
deliberately, but hesitation
held me back.
Cautious consideration
will interrupt the intention
of your interpretations.
There is a gap between
honesty and a perceived
want for sincerity.
Time delay. Uncertainty.
Hesitation pulled me back,
words I cannot say have
slowly become lost
in translation.
I failed to see, and
kept trying to believe.
I forgot the real meaning
is defined by truth.
Authenticity is good,
there is less to explain.

08/09/2018                                     j.g.l.