Thoughts churn, questions
of how it came to this, even
why I am still not where I’m
supposed to be. A mystery.
Wide awake and wondering
at 3:27 a.m.. Is it the mattress,
which now seems foreign, or
has the construct of comfort
changed? Could it possibly be
what has happened to me?
How would one know when
the parameters keep shifting.

j.g.l.