– to let slight pain seep into your psyche. – to let symptoms become problems. – to let that last mistake haunt you. – to expect too much of yourself. – to become disappointed. – to overlook your worth. – to settle. – to stop.
In absence of light I tried counting raindrops, losing tally at three thousand, two hundred and thirty-seven, or forty or so. I was not counting them all; only the loudest, the ones I thought hurt the most. The others, I am convinced there were many, fell silently, normally, naturally. Gravity. I tire of counting. Why do we keep track of things that cause pain?
We learn from each other, we always have; by example, by mistake, by listening and watching. We learn by living. I’m proud of, and thankful for, the women who have taught me and continue to teach me how to live and how to love. I am still learning with you.