This search for wholeness, an unforgiving quest to find a natural state in a world of compromise, deceit, and fate. My self, my view, my impulse or intention too far beyond what I am or have now. Deep thoughts, a deeper longing for an uncomfortable truth mainly comprised of falsehoods. What is behind this fragile shell? What has it done to protect me?
More obvious than DNA, presence or personality: identity. Individually, names are given out by someone else, by family or memory. Titles awarded before character is developed, without our knowledge.
A voice we live with. Should you call out, what will you hear? A name: in the end, all we are left with. Goodbye. What you remember and often forget. Introduction requires random thought of specific examples.
Fingerprint fact and interpretation, a name, birth date, statistics, history always living proof of every step taken, up until now. Evidence you are all you believe in, selfish presentation of self-image, under circumstances that change along with us.
Do you represent what others might think? How well do they know you? Would you be any different under any other name? Will that person remain the same as you if it were true? Hello. Ask yourself. It is a hard title to live up to.
Open your mouth, let words bypass lips. Converse consciously to brethren or bystanders. Reach out to close friends gone amiss. Be not afraid, not now, of articulating current thoughts and accomplishments of which you are proud, and even your sins (for we have all owned a few) might seem far less tragic from an altered point of view. Give fresh voice to insecurities and anxieties hidden within your self, speak highly of those dusty dreams languishing on a shelf. Past sullen moments cast a lengthy shadow, short-term expectations tend to dull down long-term possibilities. Talk freely around all you want, or hope, or desire to be. Each intention will resonate with those who wholly believe. Understanding takes effort.
April 18th is Poem in Your Pocket Day a day to celebrate poetry by selecting a poem, carrying it in your pocket, and sharing with the friends and strangers who cross your path. Share a poem wherever the day takes you, as you would share a smile, a gesture, or your kindness. Sharing is caring.