Mythos & Marginalia

2015 – 2025: a decade of days


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  • I can’t find my way home

    I light a candle to illuminate 
    thoughts this world holds. Some 
    I cannot understand,
    others simply trying to land
    but hover instead. And this song 
    keeps playing in my head.

    I can’t find my way home.

    I feel there will be no peace, 
    not now, not among this culture
    of shame and blame.
    Not when you question others,
    but refuse to question yourself.
    Still I light a candle.

    I can’t find my way home.

    Just beyond the candlelight, I 
    watch days slip into night, amidst
    a maelstrom of discontent, 
    you never know what is meant.
    Look over your shoulder. Look
    further through your past.

    I can’t find my way home.

    Fistfuls of violence, mouthfuls 
    of reality escape. Thoughts which 
    should not be free, peace
    should not be a luxury. I strike 
    a match to light up a candle,
    to shine a light for hope.

    I can’t find my way home.

  • it is now

    trust spoken
    on bated breath

    the colours are about us

    there is 
    no in-between

    lives you never lived
    words 
    often whispered

    we reflect on the art
    that gives us something to see

    casualties 
    on the pavement
    lump in our throat

    it was everything
    it is now
    it is not

    this bloodsport 
    we call survival
    in a city we call home

  • try to comprehend

    countenance
    my vision is clear

    most of the time

    i can see what is going on

    past 
    present tense 
    and emotional graffiti
    blurring my landscape

    surpassing commonsense or

    my peripheral understanding

    of what is beyond
    what is expected to be explored.

    i look

    daily searching for a message or
    answer to existential confusion

    yours and mine

    it is a mixed up world
    and we create a part of it

    I can see that

    as plain as they say
    any damn day

    what I can’t see
    I will try to comprehend

  • thereafter

    The Father they speak of accepts 
                                    the scent, custom or tradition, 
                                                         of burnt offerings

                        incense                                   incensed

                                   God shall know
                                     thou shall not

                                       confuse disclosures

                 ‘Father, I have sinned’
                 common confession
                           for those who

                                    do not understand

                                        a candle lit
                                        provides protection from the flame

                                       Evil ways

              cast no doubt
              on disbelievers

                          The silent thereafter hangs 
                           as smoke above an alter
                           I know so little about