Gather, you beggars. Assemble like pigeons, seeking morsels of kindness on these filthy city streets. We notice but do not acknowledge. Or apologize. I cannot deal with all I see. Any spare change? No answer. No chance. I saunter by in my warm parka, well-rested, belly full of breakfast. I know no hunger, though not immune to the pang. Sunglasses shield my eyes. I have witnessed too much. There, but by the grace of God, go I. They remain. Unrecognizable even to those who have loved them. A person’s sister, somebody’s brother, somebody’s child. A somebody; another vacant bed or private hell another excuse or story to tell. We do not want to hear. Nor dare to breathe. Ask no questions. I am only what I ask myself to be. If charity begins at home, what then of the homeless? Nothing. I know where I will sleep tonight. Ashamed. I do little but look away. Filthy pigeons stare back. Then scatter. 2021 j.g. lewis
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