Mythos & Marginalia

life notes between the lines and along the edges


  • regret

    Saturated in juvenile jealousies, raw emotions,

    catastrophes, ever the mind considers shards

    of a certain past.

     

    Memories, like mistakes, cannot be avoided.

     

    Not unlike prerogative, our tarnished views

    contained within cognitive reality, blindside

    everyday moments.

     

    What were you thinking, at the time. Or now?

     

    Held hostage, even today, by unearned feelings.

    We deal with what we have done or what we

    did not. Then. Or ever.

     

    Regret has a way of overtaking the mind. 

     

    Clouded dreams, dogma, brittle curiosities,

    conspiracy theories you only slightly believe,

    forever captured.

     

    What matters is how you accept the past.

     

    © 2024 j.g. lewis

  • Personal and Confidential

    © 2024 j.g. lewis

  • Only Structures

    The city has no direction.

    Even the streets take you nowhere.

     

    Sprawling. Stopping. Rethinking, recovering. 

    A destination as much as a distinction, home

    to so many. Honoured by so few.

     

    Only a place, only for a while, only to those 

    who wish to be somewhere else.

     

    Identity. Community. Immunity for some.

    Isolation within a population, advancing beyond

    the imagination of so many.

     

    To be a stranger is to remain present.

    Loneliness. There is always a place.

     

    This search for significance takes us

    to inappropriate places: this city is full of them.

    Each street. Every building.

     

    The homes we pass by, the contents of which 

    we do not know; or understand. Only structures.

     

    Will we find such a place where personal information 

    remains private property? Is it natural 

    or even possible?

     

    Overlooking common sense, stigma, and the 

    interpretation of others, can we arrive at a place where 

    data does not exist?

     

    How, then, will we document our days?

    Who will keep track of our shortcomings?

     

     

    © 2024 j.g. lewis

  • a country that needs help

    11/06/2024

  • speculation

    This reality will surely change overnight, 

    or later. Vibrant colours, as if a miracle,

    will appear. Overnight, or later in the day.

    Speculation becomes a greater force, as we

    wait, counting on seasons to mark years.

    Temperature has as much to do with it as 

    our want or need for something more. We

    wait for the visuals to just happen. Naturally. 

    When it does, and as it does, we cannot help 

    notice. Any day now, or any night. Or longer.

     

    © 2024 j.g. lewis