Mythos & Marginalia

life notes; flaws and all


a daily breath

  • Mondays are just young Fridays

    I slept in this morning; not a lot and probably not enough, but it was much brighter than it usually is when I stood to greet the day.

    I am quite used to darkness in the morning. It is more than common for me to be awake and off to the coffee shop while most everybody else is still asleep. 

    I have always been an early riser. Winter or summer, I am mostly up before the sun. It is natural for me.  Often those first few hours of the day are my most productive. I get a lot of writing done as the coffee kicks in and my mind finds its way. 

    It’s pretty easy to use my circadian rhythm as an excuse, but I think it is a time-honoured habit. It is a habit I would actually like to break.

    This morning, I tried. I didn’t check my mobile device, knowing that one thing would lead to another and soon I’d be habitually checking out all the usual notifications and my mind would become too active (as it often is). I listened to the radio a little longer than I usually do, caught the morning news announcing the good and evil(s) of the world, and managed to fall back to sleep awhile.

    “Awhile”, in this case, is a subjective term. It wasn’t a long or deep sleep, but it was enough to delay my traditional early start.

    Waking early is a habit and, like any habit, altering this one is going to take a bit of time. But I have that time; I have the rest of the day and each day I will try to wake a little later.

  • find the time

    There is something about celebrating a birthday that gets you thinking about where you are, who you are, and what you are.

    Some of the time I am confused, and with that I get lost along the way.

    I have always been a planner, and a doer. Yet, many of the things I plan don’t get done; or they don’t get completed. Sometimes it is because I don’t have the time, or I run out of time, or I simply don’t take the time.

    That is about to change.

    I will officially retire at the end of the month. That, I believe, should allow me to find the time to do what I want to do. Or are they things I must do?

    I suppose it is time to get creating.

  • What are you doing?

    What should you be doing?

    Why are you waiting?

    Now is about as good a time as any.

  • cloud songs

       Waiting, and the wanting, 

    continues… for a day, an event, 

             a possession or possibility. 

    What are we doing, if not waiting 

         for, if not wanting, something 

             to have, to happen, or 

             to hold us accountable?

                Why are we waiting?